Oh, my.

Things got a little stressful yesterday. My aunt confronted me about a few things involving my mother. I don't need to hide anything from her, it has nothing to do with me, apart from the fact that... she's my mother. Anyway. My mom seems to have some problem with my aunt and no one really knows why. I didn't even notice it until my aunt said something. She excludes her from everything. My aunt was worried that she had done something wrong, but really, she hasn't.
I'm assuming that my mom's just getting to that age... She feels the need to have something to concentrate on... Like her life is not enough. She wants to cause drama.

My mother hasn't told me how long John has, even though everyone else knows. She doesn't think that I know, even. I know I'm her daughter, but she shouldn't protect me from things like that. It's going to be harder to deal with if I don't know. I don't want to deal with her once it does happen, once he dies. I really don't. I know that she held my hand through my friend's deaths, but... This is her husband. She's going to be a complete wreck.

Probably no more than five years.

Can you disown your own mother?

Heading West

I'm leaving for Kansas today. It's about six thirty here. I decided to leave early because the clouds are going to be spitting tomorrow. I hope we can leave for Oklahoma tommorrow. I really want to see my family... I'm mainly excited to see Tim, my cousin. He's in the Air Force and I haven't seen him in over two years. We're trying to get all of my cousins together this year. Hopefully it'll happen. I'm


Well, the Volvo is prepped and ready, so I'll be off.

Hello!

How are you? What's your name? I'm Amber. Nice to meet you.